| okay im bored right now. so i havent been in here in soooo long. tell me why i love summer. i love the feeling of not having to wake up so early in the freaken morning. okay lets see. what i been doing. the friday after graduation matt had a party n pen picked me up n i stopped by for a little while n then i wasnt feeling kinda good so went home really early. pretty much was just there for like 30 minutes. saturday didnt do anything. sunday went to south coast with neil n i got a new volcom top. n then monday went to south coast again with the lover. it was funn. n then the next day me n juelz n cristy went to cerritos. n then wednesday went to the beach with my lover again! yay. haha we had lunch at rubys n then thursday. hung out with the otherhalf at my housey. yay! n then friday. i had work i think? haha i dont even remember. oh n then saturday was the lovers party. newport was soo much fun. n then sunday didnt do anythin. i just had work. n then monday went to pens house to watch her house with trace for a little bit. oh yeah n we went to the block. haha n then tuesday went to the movies with cristy n tracy n watch fantastic four. n then after went to rodneys. n didnt get home til like late n was sooo tired. n then wednesday gladys n eddie visited me. yay. haha now. im going clubbin with stef n my mariachi. it should be fun. i havent seen them. |
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| omg! i got a job. well yeah i havent been here in sooooooooo long! haha. well yeah i had work today very early so it sucked! haha. n then mariachi called me n was tellin me to come over to her party n crap! haha. so i walked to bp mall. haha got to see penny n all them. it was pretty funny. n then went to my house just to hang out. cuz we were bored. but we were still bored. haha. aldren rachie nat steph maria trevor ricky kenny german n jack all came over but it was pretty wack. so yeah.haha now i cant sleep! haha n i have work tomorrow! wow. tell me about it! what a life! haha this sucks! haha |
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| so this week was suppose to be the best week ever. thursday was the first day of school. me maria nat n nini all wanted to go to school really early for first day so we all met up at marias. but we all ended up going to school really late. haha it was kinda funni though. but yeah first day was reall fun. anyways after thats when to cristys n we all decided to go to riverside to freaken hang out n crap. so yeah didnt get home til like 4 am so i was really really sleepy. first period i was practically fallin asleep. haha. so yeah. then today left during lunch cause i was soooooo tired. so yeah. now im at brians house with the girls. we were suppose to have the best weekend ever but it kinda sucks because so many things happened today. what can i say life is full of surprises. it has its ups n downs. |
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| 200. middle name is: haha im not telling you.
199: born on: january 25 1989
198. I am: filipino
196. eye color: dark brown
195. shoe size: 4
194. My ring size is: no idea.
192. My height is: 5'2? yeah im short.
191. I am allergic to: strawberries. but i still eat it sometimes. haha i just get a bad reaction. but not all the time.
190. I live in: california
189. The last book I read: lovely bones but i only read like one chapter. haha
188. My bed is: comfortable.
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite
sex: most of them are jerks. haha
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: they have cuter outfits. haha.
179. My favorite Holiday is: christmas
178. The perfect kiss is: hahahaha i dont know.
177. The last three cd's I bought are: haha blank cds.
176. Last song that made me cry was: morning light-graham colton band. but that was a long assssss time ago.
172. My most treasured possession(s): it was my camera.
170. What did you do last night: watch tv n then sleep.
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): i burn in the sun.
:::::I Do/Do Not Believe In:::::
143. Santa? never did.
142. love at first sight?: nope.
141. Luck?: yeah
140. Fate?: yes
139. God?: of course
138. Aliens?: not really.
137. Heaven?: yea
136. Hell? unfortunately yea i do believe in it
135. Ghosts?: yea
134. Horoscopes?: sometimes they actually speak the truth but then not all the time.
135. Soulmates?: haha yeah
:::::Which is Better?:::::
129. Hugs or Kisses?: i'd go for hugs
128. Drunk or High: drunk
127. phone or online: online. because you could pause as long as you want. haha
128. Red heads or Black hair?: black hair. since thats my natural hair color
125. Blondes or Brunettes?: brunettes since i have brown hair now! haha
120. Night or Day: night
119. Oranges or Apples: i like apple juice
118. Curly or Straight hair: umm curly but not curly curly.
:::::Here's What I Think About:::::
116. Abortion?: im not for it but then some people have their reasons.
115. Backstabbers? theirs one in every clique.
114. Parents?: i have ups and downs, but i love
them
110. School?: gives me a headache
::::Last time I::::
103. Kissed someone? hahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha iono like a long time ago?
102. Last time i hugged someone?: haha i hug my friends all the time.
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: no idea.
99. Grew: haha last time i grew was probably when i was 13.
90. Who's the ditziest person you know? cristy
89. Who makes you laugh the most: my friends
87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: how things are going by too fast and i have to go back to school soon
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: step up
82. The thing I don't understand is: a lot of things actually.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever
recieved: no idea? haha
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: if they can make you laugh.
76. This summer I am: summer is pretty much over.
75. Something I will really miss: sleeping in. haha
73. Tomorrow: is just another day.
72. Today: has to be a good day.
71. Next Summer: no idea.
70. Next Week: school sucks.
67. People call me: renah or beans
64. The person I have been good friends with the
longest: abiee n jackie
62. The person who knows the most about me: ana banana. i tell her everything.
61. The person that can read me the best is: my girls n ana.
60. The most difficult thing to do is: to let go.
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: no not yet. haha
58. I have the following siblings: fuck him.
56. My zodiac sign is: aquarius
55. The first person I thought I was, but wasn't in
love with was: huh? i dont get the question.
53. The one person who can't hide things from me:
haha no idea.
51. Right now I am talking to: no one
48. I have/will get a job at: hopefully somewhere fun.
47. I have these pets: none
45. The worst sound in the world: boom!
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: haha my mom?
39. My boy/girlfriend: im single
35. Florida or Hawaii: both. but in florida its soooooooo hot during summer i swear.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: my matix jeans n my cute purses.
32. My favorite sport to play is: haha nothing.
31. Last time I cried: 3 months ago?
28. The school I go to is:bphs
27. Last person I got pissed at: my mom
26. My worst drinking experience was: hahahahahah that one time.
22. The all-time best movie is: shes the man cuz of channing tatum.
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: dont know
19. The most annoying thing ever is: stupid people
18. The most annoying person you know is: rather
not say
17. I lose all respect for people who: abuse the
good things they have in life
11. The worst pain I was ever felt was: that one time.
10. My favorite phrase: wtf?
9. My room: is white
8. My favorite celebrity is: channing tatum
5. My weakness is: believing every little thing when i know i shouldnt.
4. What turns me on: hahahhahaha no ideA?
3. Who broke your heart: no one really.
2. I filled out 200 questions because:i was fucking bored.
1. What do you regret most: nothing. for a while we regret things but really we shouldnt since we did it. you know? well yueah |
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| ALL ABOUT ME!
I think - im losing my mind already
I find - that i stress out to much
I want - one thing
I have - the greatest friends anyone could ever ask for
I wish - i could turn back the hands of time
I hate - feeling like shit
I miss - how things use to be
I feel - happy, but sad at times.
I hear - things that aren't even real
I crave - freaken ice cream
I search - for things that aren't even there
I wonder - if things are going to be different
I regret - letting things take over because it ruined things
I love - when i laugh about..
I ache - onlee when im stressed
I have a sweet spot - on my cheeks
I long - for things that aren't even there
I always - look in the best of peole
I am not - perfect
I believe - in my friends. but not in myself sometimes
I sing - really bad but i do it anyways just for fun
I do not always - tell the truth if you ask me if im happy and i say i am. sometimes im lying and im really not happy but i just say it cuz i dont want u to think too much of it.
I can'tt wait - when things finally get better
I succeed - when i try
I dont let - people see me sad so i hide.
I fail - when i feel like im letting someone down
I fight - with my mom sometimes
I write - things and read it so i could look back.
I lose - my temper
I never - do anything stupid. anymore. haha
I confuse - myself too much
I listen - because i care.
I am - so sick of feeling like shyte and always having to please people. i just want to do something for me.
I am scared - i might never get over it.
I hope - im not going insane
I accept - the fact that its not real.
I need - you.
I should - forget whats in the past because i cant change it. |
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